tahun ke-6 ditempat tempat orang..tahun ke-6 ramadhan dirumah orang...tahun ke-6 merindukan masakan ibu saat sahur n buka...tahun ke-6 puasa sendiri...i miss u mom...i miss u daddy...i miss u granny...i wish i can spend my time with u....pengen lebih lama waktu libur...tapi ini bukan kuliah lagi...damn....pengen lebih lama di deket kalian...tp aq harus bs hidup dari hasil kerja keras sendiri...selalu...sepiii...malam pertama ramadhan tahun ini...bahkan dirumah besar ini hanya ada aq sendiri,,,i miss u...
aku terus berusaha masuk kesana..walau hanya gelap yang ada...
berharap dirimu berdiri menanti diujung lorong cahaya...
melambaikan tangan menarikku dari kegelapan...
menyambut hangat dingin tubuhku dari hitamnya kehidupan...
aku terus berjalan menuju setitik cahaya itu...
mengubah setitik cahaya itu menjadi sebuah harapan baru...
bukan harapan semu...bukan juga harapan palsu...
karena semakin aku kesana..pintu cahaya semakin terbuka untukku...
setitik cahaya itu akan ku jadikan surga kecil untukku...
dengan dirimu adalah bidadari cantikku...
setitik cahaya itu akan kujadikan sebuah musim semi yang indah untukku...
dengan dirimu sebagai bunga2 indah bermekaran dengan semerbak harummu...
setitik cahaya itu...adalah kamu...
setitik cahaya itu...adalah cintaku...^_^
yes..just like the title...i'm not a lucky man...i know she would never choose me, act like a stong guy...damn...i hate myself...too easy to fallin love...i'm stupid guy...why i feel so sad...damn....!!!i just not lucky...to get your heart...^_^ let it flow...then we will see..what happens next...^_^
hello my "Bayi Madu"..you always asked me,,,who is she?like your guess, she is you. i don't know why i feel like this, if I tell you, I'm afraid you're going away .. as ever I say .. I like Jacob .. am I right? I just feel very happy when i see you but I also feel sad at the same time..
i affraid i'm falling in love with you, i don't affraid if you don't love me, i just affraid if you go away from me..i wish i can tell this...face to face with you..but if i seeing your face..my tounge like a frozen ice...i can't tell anything that i must to say. even if i tell you on the phone..i can't speak...because i feel so happy when i hear your voice..then i forget what i'm going to say...but i feel so weak at the same time. i'm not strong enough to say..I LOVE YOU.
don't be change, always be my "Bayi Madu"...i promise..i'll be your best friend ever...tell me everything that you wish to tell to me. I'll always be a place sheltered from all your tired. I'll always be a place to tell all about your story, even I can't write a story in your heart. I wish i can write a beautifull story in your heart...just my wish....don't think about it...my lovely "Bayi Madu". i'm sorry if i write this in my blog...i hope i can say this in front of you...hold tight your hand...see your eyes...and tell everything...please...don't be change...
I won't be him ... but I dreamed of writing a beautiful story in your heart ... I was so jealous when you talk about him ... hope you're always talking about me .... damn ... maybe I really fell in love with you. .. now you really have to meet the contents of my brain .. my mind is now all about you ... I like a man who wished loved by a beautiful woman .. who is very clearly prefer another man ...
