yeah..just like the title, this is really..really..really..really..really..really..really..really..really..hardest test to us...to achieve our goal...he like my own father even i don't really know how he is..that's why i really want to know much more about him...but i can't anymore..he can't teach me..how to be a great father like him..he can't teach me how to loving u like he did...he...is a great father for you..n your sisters..a great husband for your mom...truly..i wanna be like him..
like never ending story about us...i really..really..proud that i can take a part from this story...be with u...loving u..take care of u as long as i can...as long as i breath...i promise to him...to take care of u n mom n sisters...i promise to him...i can be your leader...i promise to him..to protect u...but i never imagine if i should be far away from u...how can i protect u..how can i fulfill my promise to him??how??
And you exactly know...that i can't live without u...how can i live without u beside me??i' m gonna miss u if i should far away from u...what should i do...tell me what should i do??i've to finish my study before i can be with u again..how long it is...really..i dunno what to do..dunno what to decide...i can't ask u to abandon his will...but i can't let u far away from me too..
This is really hardest test to us...can we survive??can we get "Happy ending" in the end??i wish....i hope....we can...we must...be strong my love...however far away..i will always love u...i love u....
